i could care less about this girl (lets call her "kate" - not real name) the one who has problems at home (cancer of mom) but i felt bad so i said something and she took it one way, thinking i called her suicidal and i didnt and i tryed to explain myself and she just doesnt want to talk to me anymore,. and like i said i dot care about her and her friendship isnt that imop. but her good friend (call her "jenny&quot i really have feelings for and i really fell for her the in the past 6 motnhs being with her all the time, we hang out a lot. anways i think kate could have affected how jenny sees me and since i only treat jenny like a princess and am never hurting her in any way. she may hvae made her see me not in the same way. that is really pissing me off since she could have ruined one of the most important things in my life right now. and i just want to have my away messages show real suicdal thoughts to show her that i didnt mean anything by my comments to kate.

i know it may sound weird and immature but i have a feeling this is like the only way to show her how much it hurt me.


so dont take it the wrong way, i just want to do it this way.

so thanks for ur advice i might email her.

but iff anybody has any thing that would be good as a n away message
that would help